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October 3rd, 2007
11:48 am - Hello agian
So not to much has happened since my last post though last night I was undeniably drunk for the first time and I will all have you know I could still ride a bike one handed, even though I probably shouldn`t have. I had a total of 5 cups of ichigosour, 1 cup of shochu , and one cup of sake. Now keep in mind when I say cup I mean the size of a glass of beer not a sake cup or a shot glass. Oh and I didn:t even through up though I did consider it at one point. Umm let me see what else have I done since I last wrote. Oh on my way to the post office with a friend to withdrawal money she decided that she wanted to try the bank, thirty minutes later we walked away with no money withdrawn and having been helped by two bank employs and a random japanese person. All I have to say I told her the post office was better but I at least got to stand there and laugh at her. Umm my japanese is getting better little by little but I still suck. I really wanna stay a year but I can:t and graduate on time. Oh well. I bought a psp in fact I bought a blue psp slim. Ha you can:t get that in america. but for the most part I have going to class and waundering around fairly aimlessly. Ok well I am going to run off now so have fun.
Byron
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September 10th, 2007
05:03 pm - A start or rather after the start
So I am in Japan and this is my chronicle of it. Or rather my lazy and rather undetailed way of keeping you crazy people off my back. But anyway I stray from the matter at hand ... and foot... and all of me which is Japan. Now I realize that this seems huge like something that I should be thrilled to the bone about but well that just really isn`t my style. Rather I am just well me. (for those of you who know me you understand for those of you who don`t get over it). Anway I have now been in this foreign land for about a week maybe 2 (honestly don:t really care). but in this time much has happened. Unfortunately not much of it was very interesting so in my brains desire to be as efficient as possible at its primary task (being lazy) it promptly forgot it. So this leaves me with many spuradic random but quite entertaining thoughts.
But yet agian my spiderweb of a mind was gnatted. When I was given a japanese class much to my delight it was B1 (which meant I achieved my goal of B with minimal additional work). However after the first day of the class the teacher like expected said that if you like you can try B2 tomorrow to the class. Now of course my thought is why would I want to that means more homework and less free time. Unfortunately the sensei must of seen the mind lazily roll over at the thought of moving up so she made a point to say Byron you should try B2 too. but ... but... now really what was I to say what are you crazy you smelly monkey me be lazy and stupid no B2. So of course the next day (friday) I grudgingly took my place in B2. Now she had said see how hard it is. Now of course it was harder that is the difference between 1 and 2. So of course come monday I reclaimed my glories mind couch in B1... then the teacher came in. I got taken into the hall man. Then talked to both the B1 and B2 teachers (disrupting class) before I was sat back down in B2. At the end of class agian I got taken into the hall and the teacher talked to about which class I thought would be best for me. Now of course my mind is saying B1 but that point my logic woke up to all the commotion and reviewed the situation. Realizing that in the end it didn:t matter what I wanted I was going to be in B2. I really felt like a monarch and I had a damn good High priest to interpret what I said. The translation was so thorugh I didn:t even know what I was going to say next. So as a result I am now in B2 and have taken 2 quizes that I hadn:t studied for.
As a whole my interaction with the japanese people have primarily been my host family. While this is not surprising it has been amazingly one sided. I think they are afraid of me not only because of the massive bubble that surrounds me even on the busiest train that surrounds all gaijin but also the lack of stares. Every set of eyes sees me and immediately averts to the furthest most familiar and comfortable spot (usually their feet). Regardless it is kind of sad. Realizing a 2meter tall man wearing a trench coat is kinda intimidating period I didn:t wear it for a few days. Whoa and behold.... nothing changed. Oh well I figure once I start walking around with japanese people from club that the bubble will subside some and I will become a fascination rather than godzilla`s ill begotten son.
Also yesterday (sunday) I had a very amusing experience my brain died. now not completely (iknow i know what is there to die or what changed) it simply decided that it was done for the day. No japanese could be thought of. At all it was kind of fun. While english functioned I believe this is due to the incredably limited amount of effort english takes. But it made my mind go 90 degrees to the world (ok 90 degrees to my reality) I had many lightbulbs that evening in fact I could have lit a football stadium to bad I was to lazy to write them down. But i survived. as did my family
now I must brag to my mother even though I know she won`t be reading this (please don:t read this) I have been eating many things that would shock to know that touched let alone ate.
But on another note while I was in akihabara hanging with a few people (2girls and ... a guy kind of) but anyway one of the girls wanted to go into this 5 story porn and accessories shop. Now these stores don:t hold the stigma that they do at home so we all waundered in and walked around. In the end it was amusing but reminded me of things I would not be getting. Regardless of the fact that it didn:t really matter what country I was in I probably wouldn:t get. Now stop all of your dirty little minds I am thinking of hugs kisses making out and the such. but regardless the next two days seemed centered around the world pointing this out to me over and over agian.
now in honor of this lack of I shall bid you aduh and mock you all for you can:t hurt me... yet.
Byron
Tune in next time ... when? how the hell should I know.
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February 27th, 2007
04:08 am
Ok well I haven't updated in a while so I figured I might as well. As for the people who are going to actually read this well... I thought and decided I don't care I won't lock but I don't really want any crap though I don't honestly think I would care at this point.
So let us rewind a bit this last friday was black tie (the formal dance at WU) and I went though I was not expecting to have a good time. This is due to various reasons such as I was going stag and it is a social event and due to stigmas from the past. Though while I was there I was asked to dance and continued to dance the night away with this amazing girl. Now simply convincing me to dance is impressive but she went beyond that I actually had a good time. I know don't pass out yet. So as a result of this incredable evening I have been smitten by her. Now I know some of you are saying fuck you and others are saying congrats but the bulk don't care.
As a result my sleeping patterns have been irrational at best. I have gotten six hours of sleep in six nights. Yes I know that is not healthy blah blah blah. Regardless my apetite is erratic and unpredictable and as a whole I swing from happy to sad like a bi-polar puppy. NOw most of you are probably thinking just go after her already. In a sense I have though like always my life can't be that simple... hell no. No, she has a boyfriend in a long distance relationship. Get this he is in MN. Yeah I found it pretty funny too. Though she was already contenplating breaking up with him. So I find myself b/e a rock and a hard place. yes she knows I like her and she likes me but whether or not anything happens other than simply friends is totally still up in the air. So as I sit here I really should get to sleep seeing as how I have been getting up at 5:30 in hopes that she gets online. Oh my.
Anyway other than that life is pretty straight forward; work, class, homework, and gaming.
Well then I bid you all a goodnight and wish you all of my luck which I seem not to have at the moment in the realm of the heart.
Byron
Current Location: awake in my room
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/growf/pengies/sad.gif) drained
Current Music: Shrek 2 CD
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December 12th, 2006
04:57 am
loved yet forgotten
as hugs are begged of my dead arms
withered not from lack of blood but of sustance
for all lay at my heels or stand in my path
with a 9mm in my right hand
I have doggy treats in my left
yet still the journey never ends
This unsoothed sould where red trenchcoats lack the misery
only the black of my heart may hold my discontent
the sorrow the words meant to comfort as all holding bleeding wounds
When will my shot hold true and not hit the mark
not forgotten merely unknown
through sands of illusions long fallen limp
the sandstorm of my discontent that rides my misery
till my strands do snap launching me into emptiness
the hole in my chest that no bullet could craft
the cold heartless bastard never an image
merely nightmares of children with dreams of love
love lost in whisps of brimstone
what came of what was
what shall come tomorrow
on nights like this I don't wish to know.
Current Location: in a room in a building
Current Mood: whatonemaynotdescribewithwords
Current Music: music
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October 7th, 2006
11:48 am
Ok well I am gettting to run a game for the people I was complaining about in my last eventual entry. Ok well I was going to type more but it seems we might be starting soon so I had better go.
BLH
Current Location: Leather room
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/growf/pengies/annoyed.gif) annoyed
Current Music: Agua
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October 5th, 2006
03:00 am
Ok this is my eventual update on my life... life is living. ok that is all have a nice life.
jk
no things are alright gaming is starting to find a rhythem however there are a few people that I would just adore to torment. I mean come on how stupid and dense can you be, I mean really get a brain dumbasses. Ok now that is really all except I need to decide whether or not to take French Revolution as pass fail or not.
Byron
Current Location: my room for once
Current Mood: moody
Current Music: A roomate talking in his sleep
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October 2nd, 2006
12:12 am - returning to the world
Hello everyone
So I have been told that I should resume posting, while it concerns me that people actually care enough read this page ... oh well. After many comments I have started to post agian. So here we go. Life is pretty good there has been too much D&D. Now don't get me wrong I love D&D but I don't love all the people I am playing with. That and I also don't really have time for three frickin games and possibly soon to be four. Oh well I shall just have to litter the vision of others with red mist.
On another note in the social arena I am serviving yet not thriving. I had found a potential persuit but it fell through (not that I am surprised) Though I have aquired an awesome younger sister that kicks ass. Ummm yeah there isn't much else to say.
I shall go and roam about some more so yeah if you wanna do something I have no life.
BLH
Current Location: Shepard by my twin sis
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/growf/pengies/sob.gif) lonely
Current Music: Other peep's music
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April 10th, 2006
08:11 pm - Yes I still exist
Hello
I know it has been absolutely ages since I last posted and for that I shall say, "Get over it" Besides I know very few of you read these and fewer of you comment but oh well. Currently I am running a game of D&D, and it is going quiet well. Soon Vanessa will be running Shadowrun for us, and I must say my character is quiet nice. On another note I am now working quiet systamatically on my final papers, why because that is the only way that I will have them done on time. Hehehe. Anyway I am going to go work on some homework now so have a nice evening.
L.B.
Current Location: Library
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/growf/pengies/happy.gif) content
Current Music: the soft pittar patter of students droning on through papers
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December 24th, 2005
02:04 am
ok I am in the process of ordering mods which if all goes as planned then I am hoping to run some games before new years. I miss Vanessa. I really don't have much else to say other than we should all hang out and so forth. But since most people don't read this that are in IN oh well. By the way we should have a huge halo get together just like in the olden days with two screens and dunkin donuts. Just an idea but call me everyone.-blh
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December 10th, 2005
12:07 am
well I really don't have much to say. I woke up about an hour ago (I slept from 2 till 11, though mind you that is after not sleeping for three days and two nights) Yeah I know it is unhealthy so no lectures plz. Anyway I just didn't feel tired so I didn't sleep, it happens whatcha going to do. Ok finals week is here and I have two tests and a final. Oh well. I am heading home on Friday yeah? ok well babye everyone.
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December 6th, 2005
03:48 am
 Dear Santa...
Dear Santa,
This year I've been busy!
Last Friday I caught a purse-snatcher who stole ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) captain_elwood's purse (30 points). Last Tuesday I ruled Canada as a cruel and heartless dictator (-700 points). Last Sunday I pushed wunderkat in the mud (-17 points). In August I helped iceheart161 hide a body (-173 points). In May I had a shoot-out with rival gang lords on the 5 near LA (-76 points).
Overall, I've been naughty (-936 points). For Christmas I deserve a spanking!
Sincerely,
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November 15th, 2005
03:05 am - Wee goes the world as it spins all aroung
Ok I am about to go to bed so I shall make this short sweet and to the point. For those of you that know me shush I know this is rare but get over it.
1) I really need to get my world views paper done. The rough draft is due Wed. and I finished most of my research today (thank you VB for the assistance in the library). So this means tomorrow/today I will be typing a lovely little paper.
2) I am rather exausted (though don't tell anyone). In fact it is to the point that at times I actually really want to go to bed. Though I must say that today I had an equisit nap that I adored and it really rejuvinated me. So I am hoping for more of those. (sush VB I am not going to bed. Yes I know I should but get over it)
3)Thanksgiving. Well what is there to say about that. First off I am rather nervous. This is especially unnerving to me since, well for one I don't tend to get nervous and two because I actually care about the opinion that will be formed of me and I have a desire to be accepted by them. While this may seem normal for most people it is not for me, or at least not to this degree. So as a result I have become a little nervous and many people find it quiet amusing. Oh well what is one to do.
4) I got some rings to start wearing. It was kinda random but I decided that I wanted to become use to wearing rings so that is what I shall do.
5)I feel like there is something else for me to say and/or place in this number slot but I can't quiet put my finger on it so I shall leave this in closing and I bid you all a goodnight.
BLH
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/growf/pengies/wideeyed.gif) nervous
Current Music: none my birthday boy roomate is sleeping
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November 12th, 2005
01:37 am - Let the good times roll
Ah so the good times are here about. Ok maybe not quiet but soon enough they shall be laid at my feet ripe for the eatin. But that is in two weeks for the weekend after thanksgiving I am doing nothing. I am going to wakeup and think what do I have to do today. Then I will say ha I have nothing and I shall relax and enjoy my boredom. I will eat drink and be merry as I watch romantic comedies and be generally lazy. Until then this is what my weekends will be looking like. This weekend I have socializing and a paper. Next weekend is a paper final draft and final world view paper. Then the weekend after should be good for it is a four day weekend for thanksgiving (and to be honest which I must till sunday I am not sure what to think about it). If nothing else it should be rather amusing. I must say I am a little nervous. Though this is primarily because I will be around lots of people I don't know in an enviroment I am unfamiliar with. Oh well. I guess I shall just have to deal and deal I shall.
On other notes.... well I got my rollerblades in the mail so that shall be fun though I am unsure wether I shall wait till spring or just say forget that and go in winter (after all there is no snow!!!!!) I am also prepared to cope for a really bad day. I got a pound of chocolate at winco and 2 liters of A&W root beer. Also I have mentos and milk. So I am set... though it would be nice to have more wholesome food. At this point my most wholesome food is the two hot dogs, my popcorn, and the cream of wheat. While it isn't bad it is still lacking. even in comparison to my cheese and crackers and the bag of take 5s I got after halloween. Anyway despite all the fun I am having bragging about the junkfood in my mini fridge (though I didn't mention the strawberry soda) I must depart so I say adu for I must dart to pick up my stuff that I stashed on the other side of campus. So goodbye and I wish you pleasant dreams for I shall probably be getting ready for bed when everyone else is getting up.
Besides having a headach and a sore body doesn't mean that I have become exausted or that I am sick VB so there
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/growf/pengies/cool.gif) mellow
Current Music: Bittersweer Symphony
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November 8th, 2005
12:26 pm - Please place Disclaimer here
I feel a I need to clarify one of my previous entries in which it seemed that I was saying that all I can do is lie. This is not the case. Rather I was merely commenting that the things on my mind that I was focused upon I could not comment upon. This being the case I had two options. I could ramble on about nothing but I did not feel it would be kind to waste everyone's time or I could talk about something that at that point I didn't really care about which could then be considered a lie. Merely because I would be making it seem as though I was focused about one thing rather than the thing I was really focused about
Ok that is my disclaimer
BLH
PS don't take a shot of vinegar. While it is an interesting experience it isn't the most pleasant.
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November 6th, 2005
07:35 pm - What is there to say?
Well despite having much on my mind I really have nothing to say. Of all the things I can think of I really don't wish to express any of them. And the ones I would be willing to express are a lie. While normally I would simply put on a happy face and ignore it I am now under a truth binding. I gave my word that I would tell the truth and so here I sit and shall say nothing. Well have a nice week everyone.
-blh
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/growf/pengies/yawn.gif) exhausted
Current Music: Long Day by Matchbox 20
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November 3rd, 2005
08:53 pm - And there was much rejoicing Yeah
I actually have a lot to do but I really don't think I will do it tonight. It isn't that I can't or even that I don't want to. In fact I don't even know really how to explain why I don't feel like but I don't and since none of it is that urgent I shall wait. Though I do really need to do laundry. I shall however wait till late so that the machines are open.
Moving on to more important matters. Ok there really aren't that many important matters but oh well. On another note tomorrow is fall conference, And there was much rejoycing, Yeah. ok also the dreaded day is past, And there was much rejoying, Yeah. Well now I am just rambling on and on and that really is rather pointless so I think I shall stop now. Goodnight (not that I am going to bed or anything but some of you might be)
BLH
Current Mood: content
Current Music: The Verve
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November 2nd, 2005
09:23 pm
Well I have made it through the day and I must say it went rather well. I got very little work done but that is ok the night is still young, and that isn't just to my standards of the night being young thank you. Anyway it amuses me how much wind comes from the Midwest this time of year and yet how little it actually effects the weather. But I guess that is to be expected since the wind barely even causes my hair to twitch. Oh and it may rain a lot here but what can I say I truly do enjoy the rain. Besides if nothing else rain=trench coat+hat. And we all know how much I like my trench coat and hat... especially at night.~please insert evil maniacal lauch here~
Moving on I hope VB is feeling better. I know you are upset my your mortal statis and therefore you have mortal limits but hey that is what happens when you're a mortal. So please keep that in mind (and no I am not telling you to go in search of or to research ways to become a non-mortal)After all that is how zombies are usually created and when all know how I feel about zombies walking around. So returning to my intial point I hope you get some rest VB and I hope you also get your work done. But at this point I would almost say sleep is more important for you. I know I know I am crazy but hey we all already knew that anyway. Well have fun everyone I need to get some work done.
~blh
Current Mood: cold
Current Music: Barenaked Ladies
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01:57 am - Just another day
Well it is 2am and I am still up. yeah yeah I know I should be in bed I need sleep. Oh well sleep is over rated anyway. Besides if I don't sleep tonight then I have an excuse to sleep during the day tomorrow. Well I must say I am rather exausted. In fact I am exausted in many aspects not only physical but mental and emotional as well. But hey it happens. I am still functionings normally and that doesn't include the ability to walk.
On another note I am glad to say despite getting no sleep last night I stayed awake for all of my classes and I even think I did decent on the test I didn't manage to study for. What can I say studing is not my top priority. Though I must say it was rather cool to have God answer my prayers and in a rather coherent manner. Oh and so you all know sometimes being stubborn is a good thing. Anyway so yeah I hope everyone is feeling better. And I know I have no room to talk but you should all get some sleep, it is good for you (it is over rated still though). Ok well I think I am going to go shower and then get some work done before I call it a day. Oh and so you all know tomorrow or rather today I shall not be existing so that I can get my work done. After all I need to clean my room, do my laundry, and work on my rewrite.
blh
Current Mood: lonely
Current Music: none I lent out my cds
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October 31st, 2005
11:21 pm - Shifting Winds
Trampling through the unbroken sky
Casting the world into newborn shadows
Breaking perceptions and long held truths
Hiding the sun from weary eyes
Darkening halls long held sacred
Dimming the lights of what we know
Casting aside unwanted feelings
Trudging on through to what lay beyond
To many times my eyes do fall
To often my steps do faulter
Yet ahead taunts a light
that may never be reached
Flaunting all the wunder it holds
Drawing all hope forever closure
There is no turning aside
For this is my destination
This is my journey
-BLH
I hope you guys enjoy it. (personally I don't really like it but then again I rarely ever like my poetic works. Oh well) Feel free to comment on whether it be positive or negative. I am open to all.
Current Mood: calm
Current Music: none though I had been listening to savage garden
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October 30th, 2005
03:14 pm - The End is Nigh
Lol what to say oh what to say. I must say I am debating between two completely different views of the world to write it. Sure one is not exactly what many would say true but the other isn't exactly what people would wish to hear. I know amazing for once I am considering how other people will take things. Man I must really be tired if this is what I am becoming... oh well.
Ok decision made. Life is pretty good I am slowly recovering from my walk. That is if it can still be classified as a walk. Anyway I went to church it was fun though I must say I was a little worried about my friend. She hasn't been feeling well and today something just seemed to hit her and I was concerned anyway. After church I ate brunch and then didn't do much. But now alas I must do my homework that I have neglected to do all weekend so far. Oh well. Also I have a new phrase that I shall be using to my much amusement. I am in deep smit. Though I am not sure if that is the proper spelling. Also I would like to make a sign that says "The End is Nigh" to walk around with some day so that is on my agenda hehehehe. Last of all I shall be a mime for halloween and I already have everything I need. Ok well everyone have fun I know I shall... ok maybe not at this moment but once my paper is done I shall.
blh
ps despite my little speech on blame I would just like to say it was my fault and I take full responsibility and for that I am Sorry. and Please let me know if there is anyway I can make it up to you or just help out as a whole.
Current Mood: sore
Current Music: Savage Garden
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